Everyone Cross Your Fingers!!!

Everyone needs to cross their fingers, pray to God, sell their souls, wish on a star, wish on an eyelash, and use their telekinetic powers to ensure that I win the lottery tomorrow! Seriously.

I'm getting a stress headache. Why? All I'm saying is I just went to school and have returned home and wish I could resign. Things at school are more crazed than I've ever seen. I can't imagine that the administrators there aren't freaking out. I hope they all have migraines until school starts. Why? The schedules aren't done, rooms aren't ready, teacher computers aren't set up, teacher rooms are wrong and I've never known such deceiving, conniving people in my life. I feel that no one in charge at my school has any moral standards and they have no clue or care about their teachers. I feel like a bunch of back stabbers run the high school and these are individuals who call themselves Christians. Whatever! Would God appreciate how you've lied to people? How you've made countless promises you can't keep? A great administrator said to me recently that what I need to keep in mind is that I will outlast the people in power. They likely won't be at my school in, say, 5 years but I will. I just need to hold on, do my job, not take things too personally and only worry about me.

It's only 1 and I wish it were 5 so I could have a cocktail. Sucks when your job makes you want to drink.

I think I'll go fry myself in the sun and forget about my worries.